On Relationships...

What a waste of time...Yes your right, it's just the sound of the newly single.

Although, I thought I would have a hard time accepting it...certain circumstances following the break-up have allowed me to be more if not completely confident with my decision...and that makes me feel both happy and sad.

Happy, because I know I did the right thing for myself

Sad, because I knew this is the kind of person I had put myself beside

I'm hoping this person understands soon that if they don't change they're going to lose people forever, but I doubt that, I've never known this person to genuinely blame themselves for anything that goes wrong with their life...it's always other people that seem to have screwed them over, nothing ever connects to their own behaviour...well, there was this one time yesturday. But it was still a cry for attention, or for a response...some sympathy maybe...so I don't really count it.

Ah, look at me babble about silly teenage boys...I'm so jealous of my mothers generation, the last lot of decent men! I hope I don't have to wait as long as she did to find my Mr. Right...let's face it, it took her 40 years...

The thing is, people tell you, "you're a beautiful girl, you'll find a new man easy!" - yes, but that's not my problem, the men...well boys, are all unrespectful dolts who don't deserve the girl they get...I'm not saying there are no nightmare girlfriends...because my god there definitely are! But there are far too many of both sex that play about "Hey, I'm only so old, I don't want to be tied down!" So it's a short term relationship...maybe it'll only last six months...I'd still demand respect.